Choices

Last night I was alone and talking to myself [mentally] on my balcony. I was trying to do experiments on coloring and I think, I failed miserably. Feeling bad about it, I took a break. I told myself, “I just don’t want to be a regular portrait artist. I want to be one of the best. I don’t see a lot of really good...

I really think I’ve forgotten how to write. I’ve spent so much time working in front of the computer that my hand freezes and aches when I start writing. Hand cramps, is there such a thing? I haven’t even started writing journal entries yet.   Yes it is horrible. The letters are uneven and so is the pressure. How has it...

I don’t like receiving flowers. I love looking at them and taking pictures of them. But I get frustrated when I receive them, knowing that in a few days they’ll wilt and die. So I would often tell my lovers, don’t give me flowers because I don’t want our relationship to last a week. That is why I don’t get flowers –...

When I was 23 years old, I met a 20-year-old mother washing clothes outside her house who I thought was older than me. Way older. She looked like she was 30 years old. She had THREE children and was married. She asked me if I had a problem because I’ve been in a relationship for 3 years and I wasn’t pregnant. I said no....

Did you create a great Monday or are you just letting Monday happen?

People have always told me, “You have so many interests, you have to focus on something and that will define you!” “No wonder you don’t like sleeping, you’re always doing something.” “What do you want to be? You have to be somebody. You can only chose one!” Sometimes I despair because I can’t choose. I have this...